Relink.

2010-04-15T02:49:00.001-07:00

Relink , http://jolyncyx-lah.blogspot.com , tyvm .
And yah ,sorry for trouble.

2010-04-15T02:49:00.000-07:00

Hey people ,it been so long since i last post in y-ourstrulyxoxo.bs ?
Changed url already lah ^^. Relink me yah :D .
Add me in msn , girlchoo@hotmail.com ,for my new url .
Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee(L) .

2010-03-17T04:40:00.000-07:00

All caused by Mavis, she made me fall >: !

R -E -L-I-N-K .
And bye 09th :]

I never wanted to lose you .

2010-03-15T20:39:00.000-07:00

deleting June/July messages,as my phone say tht my textmsgs is more than 95 % full liao T.T
There's this saying, that in a relationship ,th boys are the ones who always the most sincere one in the first part, but the girls are the more sinceres one in the end. How true. LOL . Went out to slack w Mavis @4plus.Waited for her @ws,then bused down there, on the bus,she keep taking unglams of me ,sot de. D: Bused down , walkedwalked around the blocks,went to the top of the carpark there rest , she stole my phone,made me chase after her,and i fell down and blood oozed out ,thanks to her ! :@ Went WestPlaza 7-eleven.Cant open my inbox and sent messages,full liao )-: T.T, Deleted some folders in my phone :/,After that,went w Mavis to bustop, and homed.

Tuition Tomorrow ! )-:
Audi-ed w Sister,Jingkiat,Chilin, & Mavis. [:
HAHA, hugged sister ^^ Nice,but ****** 's hug nicer :P
18thMarch is coming,gonna delete 09th-goodbye.bs.com soon.....

2010-03-14T20:13:00.001-07:00

Hah ,my face is hidden by my hand, cute . Lols.

Supposed to go out w Wenee today,but she cancelled,bloodyhellher.LOL. Ytd,Mommy bought me a Princessbagpack,make me so shy ,:P.Went Kbox with sister . Going out with her can laugh,can die. She not happy cause the price so ex,then she go throw th drinks&waters on my slippers,tables,floor,scold vulgar ~ Im so scared :s. Lols,After that,went JustAcia for dinner,jubeat.Hanyi make me lose face,purposely chose hardhardsong,i over there ,laughing as i fail :x.,then my hair look like one friggin monster like tht.Damn xiasuey. :s Homed after that.T.Audi-ed . There's this guy uh,so bhb . Omgx, keep bragging about there what ' i got perfect x6 lol,scared me' Kp la, everybody all ready,all ask him to start He still over there,showing off.Today ,WENEE uh ,cannot tahan her. Spam her facebook like siao ,call and msg till my whole head want explode. Found out i spam the wrong number x[ . Kp la, then she tell me SHE NOT GOING , ass bu ass ?! I really wanted to go shop ,as home is so boring,so i jio everybody out !All say cannot >: Cikopek one they all ,Hahaha. Only Mavis can ,yay :B Luv her. ^^So met tht woman at Pasir ris. She chased me in and out of the train ,xiasuey siah . Then keep snatching my phone , >: . Then everybody keep look @ me,shy :$ NOT LOOKING AT MAVIS,ONLY LOOK AT ME :P . Lalala~then reach bugis,she keep snatch my phone,i keep snatch my phone back ,and my phone crashed to the floooor, the battery and the cover dropped out =.='' Everyone think we sicko ><>: Qian Da ! Went ws, Nigel and his cousin uh ,think they cute ,play Hide and seek w us. Then purposely dao us. Fucker lor!! Dc them ,we went MAC eat fries and burgers and coke , their service there nice haobuhao ! Then after that ,trained to Tamp wait for Babyen , saw Linnie again :) She came ,trained to Bugis, shop for her stuff. We saw ahguas there :s . After that,trained to Orchard, eat. After that ,bused back to Tamp ,then trained back to Pasir ris. Post more pics tomorrow, bye luvlies :)

Erased my face ;D

And Last But Not Least,

I got more unglams, in aku's camera. Sadly,no battery thanks to aku idiotic enemy Mavis.

im so physicallly and mentally tired.
Resting can make me not physcially tired, but
what should i do to make me not mentally tired ? ... ):

2010-03-14T06:08:00.000-07:00

Abcdefghigiveupjklmnopqrstuv

i hate a girl who is my schoolmate. 3 months only, i hate her already.
Sigh , i hate me more. )-:

6552) You can spread your wings and fly, but i hope one day you’ll turn around and come back, back into my arms. I love you.

2010-03-12T22:50:00.000-08:00

Someone go suck his dick or something pls -_-

Hahahaha. Hongyi 's lame shit ,he say he will kill me cause i keep saying omg.
I create a new playlist,put in new songs,put bigbig size, so everyone can see th titles:p
Ohya , Muhammad pwnz me by buying 2 new dicks, so i outdo him by
buying 10 more dicks,^^
I MORE ZAI THAN SHERMAINE LIU .
PS: Edited 09th-goodbye.bs.com ,take a look [:

No one knows how much i love you

2010-03-12T04:29:00.000-08:00

TUITION LATER . SIAN. SPAM ME CALLS&MSGS :D

When a man is in love or in debt, someone else has the advantage. ~Bill Balance

2010-03-12T02:40:00.000-08:00

WHY YOU TREAT ME AS A FOOL?!
Today was CIP day ,lol.Had soccer games, th green adveturers girl from 1/6 damn asshole.
Chloe&Peiru scored a goal ,and they highfived,and she hor, go say highfive what highfive,asshole.Then Chloe cried ,hais.ASSHOLE MAH ,JEALOUS THEN SAY SO .TSK . In the end,1/3 won for both girls&boys^^v .Recess, me&Jona purposely keep walk past her in canteen and in class and highfive loudly . :B Got back progess card, U grade for 3 subjects . ))))))))))): Dk how explain to mother . 25.6% for science. eeeeeek.Did the idk how say thing , then went Assembly. Shalome is a dog, she pulled my hair until i look like one monster who came from other planet like tht . Who sit infront her of damn suay ttm . After school,Mac w Jona&Gina . Saw Samuel,Zhenrui,Hornyboy,Azrul and others Zhenrui is the best ,give me fries without saying anything :) Th others, all dont let me take their fries !@#$%^&*(). Then went Library read book *guai* . Saw Jiahao &others. Escaped, hide in toilet for more than 1hour . Bleh:( Called many people, all say WHAT CALL MELATER ,UNTIL NOW HAVENT CALL. ANGRY TTM . :@ 6,REACHED HOMEEEEEEE. Hongyi is jealous that i WATCHED ALICEINWONDERLAND earlier than him , i keep bragging about it,cause he bragged last time also he watched th other movie earlier,HAAHAAH . Deciding whether to delete all my messages&contacts in my phone anot, i want forget the past,and move on to the future ,where lalalala~ You you you know ,remember the Weixiang,th horny bastard?He damn asshole !! :(

AND AFTER THAT , I DIDNT REPLY HIM ALREADY ,HAHAHAHA. IDK WHAT REPLY ALSO ~ HAHA .

KL is an asshole,who is full of shit.

2010-03-11T03:04:00.001-08:00

I watched AliceInWonderland today w Mavis,Vanessa,EuniceTan,Alex,Junho and others after Sports Day^^ .
Show was nice, especially the 'Off with your head' part .AHAHA , okbyebye .
Today i also saw my husband,happy happy xD

2010-03-10T04:30:00.000-08:00

today come to class,kendrick come disturb me -,- lol im the first sec1 to go into the staff room .;shy during maths,Iproposed to someone!! lit, mr faiz dbt we all and he boomz erupted .hahaha!! lol ty dexter for helping me uh ! ws,library ,saw Samuel,Jianzhen,Karlok,Jiahao and others. Samuel,Jianzhen,Karlok cb lj, chased me and my friends around the whole library.Keep taking pics of us .:$ Somemore take unglam ones,can die .hide from them a while,then went back libaray , lol wtf they found us , made nodicksnopussysnoballsrubem.ent to Mac there,saw Christy,Tengku and two more people . Saw Nigel,Kaijun,Yuzheng,Muhammad and more people from upview! then they came to me and kept disturb me like throwing ice , nb !!!!!!!!!!!! okthen homed with sister

Noob shit one they all ! HAHA.

THEY ALL NOOB SHIT,DIDNT SEE ME HERE ,HAHAHAHHA. But they still found out where am i in the end):

Tengku,Christy and cuteboy !xP . Jasper's girlfri inside , bet he damn happy ! LOL.

Cuz im tired already .

2010-03-09T04:23:00.000-08:00

Its over........ );

I still remember the first day we met . Its was on the 19th Dec 2009 ,night time.
I was with (____) at 700 plus the void deck , and you came w your friend.
We just sat down there,chatted awhile.Then,we walk past 700plus to get to 7-Eleven .
During the way ,you took out one handsign and threw it against the fence.
We stayed under 700plus the void deck and slacked for awhile,before me & th girl went home .
2nd time,we talked was in Plurk. Th first word i responded to you was not "Hi." but "Pig." xD
And then,we began to talk on Plurk happily, our crap,crab,prawn all these.
And then,we began to talk everyday ,which was always fun . Seeing who would sleep first ,who more toot ,all these.On 0901100046, finally together . When i met you , i always would say about th pink band you wore ,saying that you got that from another girl ,and you reply would always be "No,nono" and also everytime i curse you die . But i didnt mean it ..
I once asked you what would you want for our1stmonth aniversary,you told me you wanted slippers,i got them for you already , but i havent gave ): . You asked me what i want ,and i said i want your love, you told me ,i already got that ,ask me choose for another one . i told you i wanted your heart.You said i also had that already . So i said no need give anything already,cause i only wanted your love . And then ,everytime , you ask me go meet you ,i would always say i tired or lazy , but now, i would change my answer to yes..but would you ever ask me to meet you again?.....): I regretted being lazy&tired,&i really hate my attitude . :(((
When i meet you , i would always go behind you , then also play hide-and-seek w you .
At your house,we would also play catching.you would always catch me .
We would chase each other around the blocks , and you would always find me . Now its my turn..to find you . Blk 542, Around th 3rd-4th staircase,still have our writings on the wall...
I still rmb the time you saidz i walk like humptydumpty,all those moments....
And also th time when i keep trying to take away your phone&you tried to take away mine ....
Two days before we break,you sent me a msg, you said"Baby,we been together for 15 days and i want us both tell the truth t each other always.No need scared whether i sad or angry if i hear it. Baby i love eu.Dont think too much of the bad stuffs.If i have been a bad boyfriend,just tell me what i can change t make this relationship better.This problem cant be solve by just breaking up. I already say i dont want us to spilt.3 words I LOVE EU . " You no need to change, only i need to change ... When i read tht message,i was extremly touched,but the stupid damn me didnt show it )': .i hope one day we will go back together.....but now,all hopes are gone .I know we can never patch back again. You're already attached .... Sigh .idk what to say ,all i can say now is to Last long w your new stead .Now is our 2nd month,but we are alreadynot together ): 2months and some days without you was a torture,i dont know how explain.Today is our Secondmonth , waited at your block for 3 hours plus ,i know how many ants are there on every level of your block alr,but you didnt come home. While waiting for you ,you were out w another girl , idk what to say . Anw,just take care . 09th.Bye.

Shall not mention about tht bitch ,as im too lazy . But if she really push it ,im so gonna write evrything down ok. >:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUHAMMAD ! :D My 2nd_____ . :x
Had school today , Ruben th guy which had no dicks,pussy,balls,breasts changed place w AnsonERZI. After tht ,became damn boring,cause dont have his pussy jokes .And AnsonERZI damn annoying . >: His jokes all not funny one . Me &Kenneth&Chloe bored die already ! Didnt do english hw, pretended i got do ,LOL. Then teacher ask me question ,then i blankblank ,dk what to say alr. Then that chou ruben move place alr,then cant tell me answers , ): so i just random say ,then Anson laugh at my ans,say i answer stupid answer . Ass without a hole -.- During iHum, Jasper keep taking away the pen i using for ihum test ,damn asshole .then i talk t him to give me back my pen ,teacher come scold me . Say what Jolyn ,how many times you want me call your name ? Wtf lorh ,all jasper's fault ! >:
I think i gonna fail ihum test ,though i copy from Riduwan :o Someone horh ....saw me copying, then purposely say out loud 'COPYING IS A SERIOUS OFFENCE' . THEN THEY GO COPY ALSO !! TAK BOLAY TAHAN ! ;@ Mt , seriously pissed off, i also dk why . Want sleep also cannot sleep , argh .After school, Kopitiam w Peiru,Gina,Chloe . Met Mavis&EuniceTan there , mrt-ed to Tamp ,while they mrt-ed on further. Bought my stuffs , went to someone's block to wait for 3 hours !! But tht person ,didnt come home . Kinda sad lol, then just went home lorh .

&&ohya before i forget , i have something t say .
Me & KendrickLooZhenHong have changed . From now on,we two are not gan daddy&daughter anymore. We dont only have 1 quarrel, we have wayyyy more than 5 quarrels already . So be classmates better .

& also pictures i overdued :)

Cny @ loyang pri . Sadly i could only find this pic in Yanting's fb .

Hao take bu take, take me talking to the ex-class pervert ! Zhen shi de , LOL . I miss my long hair ttm . >:
Tomorrow meeting Jamie @ Eunoes , at 6.30pm .
Who can pei me till 6.30 ??? :)

Anyway ,meeting Chilin,Jingkiat,Minghui and maybe Derek(?) On sunday ! :D
19th March - Tbg outing ! :D

2010-03-08T02:45:00.000-08:00

Get ready for tomorrow's post which consist of 'Goodbye to 09th','StupidDamnBitch who is a dog'&'Pictures'.
&yes,tht bitch is none other than SHALOME. Stupid dog-face only ,like to ka people's jiaowei one.Lmao.
You will die, bitch :-)

Outing to Zoo's pics @ facebook :)
Meeting TBG on 19thMarch *excited*
Didnt go for many outings, :P this time going ,woots ;D

2010-03-07T03:06:00.001-08:00

Didnt get my unlimited sms ):

Lunch today at Balestier w Sister,Chilin,Jingkiat,Minghui and people.
Lunch was fun ,created our own soup,which consist of Chickensoup,cucumber,bandung,Chrystamum,Chili,Blacksauce,chickenmeat,pepper and more.
HAHAHA, we saw prostitues also & tortises also ,h3h3x. ^^
After tht ,homed. <: Photos on 090310

2010-03-06T05:52:00.000-08:00

Today morning ,in msn , someone ask me what i do for Valentine's Day.
I told him "Eat,sleep,eat,sleep". And th person call me unromantic. >:
Hhaha, today's outing was fun. Went to the zoo &town w Hazel,Breena,Jiayi,Linnie,Sarah :D
H3h3x, i like the part on the taxi w Jiayi !&Linnie! :D .So funny !xD

2010-03-05T18:02:00.000-08:00

Zoo later w SND !
I have no freaking idea why this post is labelled as Friday when it is supposed to be Saturday.Lol.
두 번째 달, 당신은 아직도 기억이오고 있어요 ?.... 我很想你，你知不知道？
난 너무 피곤해
我很累

Love is a word where you start w a L and end w a E

2010-03-04T22:04:00.000-08:00

Will blog a super long post on 09/03/10 .

No tagboard yet , comment for the time being .Sorry !
I think Riduwan got alot of dicks in his body ! He's just shy to admit it ,but JOLYN found out !^^
I want watch AliceInWonderland ! xD
SpyKids is back ! SpyKids 4 will be published in March/April 2010 ,omg ! :]

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널 사랑 재비어 .
내가 당신을 많이 그리워, 난 널 사랑해. 내 감정은 전혀 변색.난 내 감정을 퇴색 시키는데 전에 약속, 난 내 감정을 알지 못해 변색. Aku cinta kau . ♥

2010-03-04T01:05:00.000-08:00

Dont steal from me,cuz i have nothing .
I have no love,friendship,wealth .

2010-03-03T00:42:00.000-08:00

What makes a girl cry is to see the boy she loves ignoring her and leaving her for another girl.

2010-03-01T23:32:00.001-08:00

Today got caught by Miss fong for fringe again .Eek.Chemistry teacher say will give us retest,as we didnt do well, weets, must pass this time round.Minimart w Peiru,Kenneth and others after school.Jinhao say i like princess,take more than an hour to finish my cupnoodles.:x took someunglams pics of Jona and Shalome,cause they take mine too>: I will post them uplater,h3h3x.Just you wait,both of you.HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.Th evil Jolyn will strike soon,woots ! i think my this post very lame and yucky.Dont feel like posting any pictures,so just post a story,hehe. Enjoy.

Message: Peter and Tina are sitting in the park doing nothing, but just gazing into the sky, while all their friends are having fun with their beloved half.
Tina: I'm so bored. Just wish I have a boyfriend now to spend time with.
Peter: I guess we're the only leftovers. We're the only person who isn't with a date now.
(both sigh n silence for a while)
Tina: I think I have a good idea. Lets play a game
Peter: Eh? What game?
Tina: Eem..It's quite simple. You be my boyfriend for 100 days and I'll be your girlfriend for 100 days. what do you think?
Peter: Oookay..Anyway I don't have any plan for the next few months.
Tina: You sound like you aren't looking forward to it at all. Cheer up. Today will be our first day and our first date. Where should we go?
Peter: What about a movie? I heard that there is a really great movie in theater now.
Tina: Seems like I don't have any better idea than this. Lets move. (went to watch their movies and sent each other home)

Day 2:
Peter and Tina went to a concert together, and Peter bought Tina a keychain with a star.

Day 3:
They went shopping together for a friend's birthday present. Share an ice-cream together and hugged each other for the first time.

Day 7:

Peter drove Tina up onto a mountain and they watch the sunset together. When the night came and the moon glowed, they said sat on the grass gazing at the stars together. A meteor passed by. Tina mumbled something.

Day 25:
Spend time at a themepark and got onto rollercoasters, and ate hotdogs and cotton candy. Peter and Tina got in the haunted house and Tina grabbed someone's hand instead of Peter's hand by accident. They laughed together
for a while.

Day 67:
They drove pass a circus and decided to get in to watch the show. The midget asked Tina to play a part as his assistant in the magic show. Went around to see other entertainments around after the show. Came to a fortune teller and she just said "Treasure every moment from now on" and a tear rolled down the fortune teller's cheek.

Day 84:
Tina suggested that they go to the beach. The beach wasn't so crowded that day. They have their first kiss with each other just as the sun is setting.

Day 99:
They decided to have a simple day and is deciding to have a walk around the city. They sits down onto a bench.

1:23 pm
Tina: I'm thirsty. Lets rest for a while first.
Peter: Wait here while I go buy some drinks. What would you like?
Tina: Eem...Apple juice will be just fine.

1:43 pm
Tina waiting for about 20 minutes and Peter havent return. Then someone walked up to her.
Stranger: Is your name Tina?
Tina: Yes, and may I help you?
Stranger: Just now down there on the street a drunk driver has crashed into a guy. I think its your friend.
Tina ran over to the spot with the stranger and sees Peter lying on the floor with blood over his face and her apple juice still in his hands. The ambulance came and she went to the hospital with Peter. Tina sat outside the emergency room for five and a half hours. The doctor came out, and he sigh.

11:51 pm
Doctor: I'm sorry, but we did the best we could. He is still breathing now but God would take him away from us very soon. We found this letter inside his pocket.

The doctor hands over the letter to Tina and she goes into the room to see Peter. He look weak but peaceful. Tina read the letter and then she burst into tears. Here is what the letter said.

Tina,
Our 100 days is almost over. I had fun with you during all these days. Although you may be greedy sometimes and less thoughtful, but these all brought happiness into my life. I have realize that you are a really cute girl and blamed myself for never taken the time to knowing that. I have nothing much to ask for, but I just wish that we can extend the day. I want to be your boyfriend forever and wish that you can be beside me all the time. Tina, I love you.

11:58
Tina: (sobbing) Peter. Did you know what was the wish I made on the night there was a meteor. I asked God to let us last forever. We were suppose to last 100 days so Peter! You can't leave me! I LOVE YOU, but can you come back to
me now? I love you Peter. I LOVE YOU.

As the clock struck twelve, Peter's heart stopped beating. It was 100 days.
NOTE*
Tell the guy or girl that you love them before
its too late. You never know whats going to
happen tomorrow. You never know who will be
leaving you and never return

09th's , iloveyou

2010-02-28T23:30:00.000-08:00

Today morning,Mr Leong caught me for my hair again ,he ask me pin up .And i pin up and i look like a noob shit .Yuck . Had English&Chinese common testz, i think i gonna fail lo. )-: Did a few questions only and just rest my head on the table thinking about *erhemm*,and wait for the clock to ticktockticktock to 10.30am.Recess today was damn crowded,jam in everypart of the canteen.After that,at the exercise corner,i got knocked in the head by a damn person who hit that damn ball into my damn head,and its damn pain , damn him/her , mostly damn myself for standing there. After that,had Physics lesson,failed Physics test . 4/20 Must buck up already !! Music,skipped first part,went to thirdfloor with Jona to fill up her waterbottle,the thirdfloor watercooler not working,so we went back down ,then we had to pass a class that Missfong,our form teacher was in. We scared Missfong ask why we havent go Music,so we went up back to the thirdfloor again =.=' Then went for Musiclesson.Ws with Jona.Damn suay,saw Alex &co. He disiao me that he express,i normal=.='' Then laugh @ me,cause im the last in our p6class ,of our PSLE results. After that,went home .And on the way home,i saw a dead bird ;eek.Oh and before i forget,Happy birthday to Pherenice,hehe. Myganlollipop and my school senior,so concidence she's in coral also ,weets!^^ I just realised suddenly one of my eye got double eyelid,hehe ;shy !!

Why am i still living ??):

2010-02-28T02:06:00.000-08:00

Today,went for tuition,didnt get scolded much ,only a bit.After that ,met sister,jingkiat,minghui,chilin at void deck.Went compass point later,bought my stuff for tomorrow's common test ,then went home.Guai ? Haha . Just now,i banged the wall .How dumb of me .Edited my three previousposts,i know no one bother to read my previous post liao. :xNow to reply 2 unknown people's tags only ,others is known people,reply them@their blog. [: ~~Anw,changing blog songs soon , iknow my blogsongs you all hear until sian liao ,then somemore cannot pause the songs :x~~ I've deleted some blogsongs&add in new blogsongs.Hehe. You know what?today i so damn childish ,i went to buy mrmidnight books to read in school,cuz no one talks to me alot in school anymore )-: I suck ttvm .
lol:you in stomp ar?
Reply:No ?

reader: heysss, im your dailyreader,just tat i didnt tag . noticed tat you have been sad for one mnth already , shouldnt you try to let go of your ex?
reader: maybe you will find another guy who can give you the love that your ex gave ,
Reply: ... You're ? Erm,idk x.x it seems like no one can replace my ex leh :x

Helping Xiaochelle`Jiejie ,
Who can be xiaochelle's hair model ?She needs a hairmodel down desperately (:
Contact me@92996091 or msn me girlchoo@hotmail.com ,if you can help , thanks :)

i cant forget my ex ..................

Im such a loser.

2010-02-26T22:44:00.000-08:00

The scars you cant see ,is the hardest to heal .

These few days was school->Home->Comp->Eat->Cry->Sleep . Nothing much else already .I die better , tsk . Today went for flag day ,went Pasir Ris&Tampines only to ask for money and i got scolding from the auntie say i knock the door too hard when me and Yinghui went to ask from house-to-house,then just walk for a bit only ,i feel like my two legs can die . Then @whitesands,got chased out by the security guard. Im so useless. Yay , Tsk. Bye.Will reply tags soon .Wtf,Eunice.T got stead liao, she good. Tsk .Leave me th only single one, Eunice must last long w D uh .

2010-02-25T00:40:00.000-08:00

I'VE LOST EVERYTHING . EVERY SINGLE THING .
These days just get worser&worser .Maybe things were never really mine after all,got to learn how to let go...
I passed my chinese listening compre test , 10/20 . Yes,finally. It has been so long since i passed a test .Hais ,lost the 1st month letter supposed to give to "erhemm"
Second time i lost a letter supposed to give "erhemm"
Tsk . Cannot stand myself loh . Pathetic me .
Our second month is coming.....

This person damn horny .
Kind of regret going Coral ,
first two weeks was fun and so ,but after that ,things just became worse.
Hais, dk la . Damn shag now.

-edited &non-edited.

Some i edit,some i didnt ,hehe .

2010-02-24T01:52:00.000-08:00

During f&n class, mrs yoncaught my skirt ,anyhow lift my blouse up . -.-
Ask me pull down skirt ,wtf. My skirt is so long lorh ,where got short ):
During geography , got this teacher malay one She damn fierce & her eyes so damn scary ,cause of her contact lenses.
I see alr,got nightmares! She's friendly <:.

Counselling room the winnie the pooh, cute ttm , but this winnie the pooh got armpit loss

Chloe @ counselling room , not me .

He is smiling at erhemm* , not me ,tsk .He ask me post his pic,so bhb ,AHAHAH.
Wow, these pictures are so big .:$

And last but not least, the smallgirl,AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA ,

Old picture,LOL.

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2010-02-23T07:46:00.000-08:00

my blog is lacking of pictures.aw.
shall find pictures then post,haha .
k, bye . will reply tags tomorrow.
meanwhile,continue tagging okie . byebye .

2010-02-23T00:49:00.000-08:00

School today , i failed English , aw.

--And now enjoy this story .

It all started when I was 6 years old. While I was playing outside on my farm in California, I met a boy. He was an average kind of boy who teased you and then you chased them and beat them up. After that first meeting in which I beat him up we kept on meeting and beating each other up at the fence. That only lasted for a little while though. We would meet at the fence all the time and we were always together.

I would tell him all my secrets. He was very quiet he would just listen to what I had to say. I found him easy to talk to and I could talk to him about everything. In school we had separate friends but when we got home we would always talk about what happened in school. One day I said to him that a guy I liked hurt me and broke my heart. He just comforted me and said everything would be okay. He gave me words of encouragement and helped me get over him. I was happy and thought of him as a real friend. But I knew that there was something else about him that I liked. I thought of it that night and figured it was just a friend kinda thing that I was feeling.

All through high school and even through graduation we're always together and of course I thought of it as being friends. But I knew deep inside that I really felt differently. On graduation night even though we had different dates to the prom I wanted to be with him. That night after everybody went home I went to his house and wanted to tell him that I wanted to see him. Well, that night was my big chance and all I did was just sit there with him watching the stars and talking about what I was going to do and what he was going to do. I looked into his eyes and listened to him talk about what his dream was. How he wanted to get married and settle down. He said how he wanted to be rich and successful. All I could do was to tell him my dream and cuddle next to him.

I went home hurting because I didn't tell him how I was feeling. I wanted to tell him so bad that I loved him but I was too scared and frightened. I let my feelings go and told myself that someday I would tell him just how I felt. All through college I wanted to tell him but he always had someone with him. After graduation he got a job in New York, I was happy for him but at the same time I was sad to see him go. I was sad also because I didn't tell him how I felt. But I couldn't let him know now that he was leaving for his big job. So I just kept it to myself and watched him go on the plane. I cried as I hugged him for what I felt was going to be the last time. I went home that night and cried my eyes out. I felt hurt that I didn't tell him what I had inside my heart.

Well, I got a job as a secretary and then worked my way to a computer analyst. I was proud of what I had accomplished. One day I got a letter with an invitation to a marriage. It was from him, I was happy and sad at the same time. Now I know that I could never be with him and that we could only be friends. I went to the wedding the next month. It was a big occasion. The big church wedding and the reception at the hotel. I met the bride and of course him. I fell in love one more time. But I held back so it wouldn't spoil what should be the happiest day in his life. I tried to have fun that night but it was killing me inside watching him being so happy and me trying to be happy covering up my sadness tears inside of me.

I left New York feeling that I did the right thing. Before I left on the flight, he came running out of nowhere and said his good-byes and how he was very happy to see me. I came home and just tried to forget about what went on in New York. I had to go on with my life. As the years went on, we wrote to each other on what was going on and how he had missed talking to me. On one occasion he never wrote back to me at all. I was getting worried as to why he hadn't written anything for a long time after I had already written 6 letters to him. Well, just when everything seemed hopeless and sad in my life, I got a note that said: "meet me at the fence where we used to talk about things". I went and saw him there. I was happy to see him, but he was broken-hearted and sad inside. We hugged until we couldn't breathe anymore.

Then he told me about the divorce and why he hadn't written for a long time. He cried until he couldn't cry anymore. Finally, we went back to the house and talked and laughed about what I had been going and to catch up on old times. But in all of this, I couldn't tell him how I felt about him. In the days that followed, he had fun and forgot about all his problem and his divorce. I fell in love again with him. When it came time for him to leave back to New York, I went to see him off and cried. I hated to see him leave. He promised to see me every time he could get a vacation. I couldn't wait for him to come so I could be with him. We would always have fun when we were together.

One day he didn't show up like he said he would. I figured that he might have been busy. The days turned into months and I just forgot about it. Then I got a call one day from a lawyer in New York. The lawyer said that he had died in a car accident going to the airport. And that it took this long till everything was settled. It broke my heart. I was shocked about what took place. Now I knew why he didn't come that day. Again, I was broken-hearted. I cried that night, cried tears of sadness and heartache. Asking questions why did this happen to a kind guy like him?

I gathered my things and went to New York for the reading of his will. Of course, things were given to his family and his ex-wife. I finally got to meet her since the last time we met at the wedding. She explained to me how he was and how he always provided. But he was always unhappy. She would always try everything but she couldn't get him happy, as he was that night at their wedding. When the will was read, the one thing that was given to me was a diary. It was a diary that of his life. I cried as it was given to me. I didn't know what to think. Why was this given to me? I took it and flew back to California. As I flew on the plane I remembered the good times that we had together. I started reading the diary and what was written.

The diary was started with the day we first met. I read on till I started to cry. The diary told of him saying that he had fallen in love with me that day I was broken-hearted. But he was too afraid to tell me what he had felt. That is why he was so quiet and liked to listen to me. It told of how he wanted to tell me so many times, but was too afraid to say anything. It told of when he went to New York and fell in love with another.

How the happiest time he had was seeing me and dancing with me at the wedding. He said he imagined it was our wedding. How he was always unhappy till he had no choice but to divorce his wife. How the best time in his life was to read the letters written to him by me. Finally, the diary ended when it said, "today I will tell her I love her". It was the day he was killed. The day I was going to finally find out what was really in his heart.

If you love someone, don't wait till tomorrow to tell him/her. Maybe that next day will never come at all.

2010-02-21T02:18:00.001-08:00

Snd dinner!

Will update later about Thurs,Friday,Saturday,Sunday,im busying spamming one girl's blog .

{EDITED}
I love KhloeLxh ! ♥
Thursday , i forgot , i only rmb, i hate that day ttm !
Friday , Mac w 1/3 people, and ML's house w her&TMY ! ^^ And after that ,Snd dinner w Jiayi,Edlyn,Breena,Sarah,Angel.
Saturday, Tuition@Tamp ,and E!Hub for awhile w sister ,then was alone @arcade till 9plus.
Sunday ,went Geylang there w sister early in the morning to meet Minghui,Jingkiat,Chilin and co
After that,was tuition ! Teacher say want to tell my mother to change school ,cause
she say my friends are a bad influence to me,just cause i said that im wearing clothes& im a virgin .Wtf, lol . K ,now going to reply tags.

Chrystal:Thanks!
Shermaine:I know !):
Jiahao:Thanks,Thanks !
Annabel:Thanks sister !
Subaru:Thanks chilin ! ^^
Adam:Thanks !
Zhining:Haha,okay !
Jescinda:Texted you alr !
BabyEn:Okay !
Yueting:Secretaffair,miss you too ! Thanks ,Hahs,okay !^^
Liying:Hahas,sometimes. Thanks !
Jiaahao:Thanks! Thanks !
Weenee:Thanks !
Passerby`:P5
Shernice:Thanks , (L) too !
yrfairlady:K.
AHTING:Sorry ,tagged !
Mavis:Thanks ! X attached liao !:(
(: :Arial.
Khloe:Of course uh ! Must be honoured,hehe !^^
Shuting:I think Plurk ? Linked too ! ^^
YUJIA:Thanks ! My blog not nice.
Weiling:Thanks !

2010-02-20T00:24:00.000-08:00

Update later , xoxo .
Going out laterrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr ! :}

I dont feel like updating.
Freaking no mood.
Everyone,pls dont msg/call me ,as i wont reply or call back.
i need a time-out .

One call can change everything.

2010-02-17T03:21:00.000-08:00

Today is so not great lorh ,i dont like today .I hate today .
English , Kenneth lent me his textbook ,hehe ,thanks.
Maths, surprisingly ,i passed , 12/18 . Yay :B
Art , didnt do homework , stand thru the whole lesson lorh ,one hour plus siah .
Hahaha , then a lot of funny thingz happen ,and i laugh and laugh
Mdm Hariati scold me say i crazywoman D:
Mt , i failed my chinese compo lorh , 20/100 . ):
Chemistry ,didnt do anything much .
After that ,went to Minimart w the 1/3 girls.
Jona made me go up all the way to 13th floor,then walk all the way down again .
Then went for Ccm ,and stayed back for Art *yawns*
Then went library play hide&seek w Mavis & Nigel
and after that ,bused home . Nigel owe me money that i saved up for another person lo ):

Im so tired......... ):
Maybe i should.. ? Idk ,and idw.

Tag replied ,like finally .LOL .
Latest to oldest.

Tianying:Thanks ! ^^
Charmaine:Aw,thanks ^^ . Hahas, k . ^^
Sumiko:Welcome ^^ Thanks ,
Adonica:K ,welcome ^^ Happy cny too !
Subaru:Thanks , ^^ You chilin uh ?
Zhining:welcome,sweetromance ! Hahas, lets do it again ! I try :/
Felicia:Haha , k . I where got forget you ! :D
Cee:Hehe ^^ , Yup ,meetz you soon wor !^^
Tsailu:Sure,linked.
Jacqualine:Welcome , ^^
Babyting:Haha,love you ttm too !^^ Hahas, i not pretty . Muacks too .
Jiahao:Lols,k . ^^ Haha ,will tag you soon !
bastard:Idk..... :(
Miyuko:Babyheart, haha , k .
Edlyn:Haha,nvm luhs ^^ Happy cny&valentine day too !^^
BabyTing:Pussydoll !Happy cny too !^^ Haha,i not pretty .
XuanPing:Thanks ^^
Chrystal:Close down le :/

Kitty:Yea, haha, k . ^^

Debbie:Thanks,happy cny too! Haha,im not pretty !

Shernice:Thanks !

Grace:Thanks.

Xiaoass:Yea , :(

Keisha:Bitch ! Happy cny too .

Shermaine:Haha, happy cny&valentine too!^^ Love you too ,

Zoechan:Sweetlover ! Hahas,okay!^^

Cheryl:Welcome !^^

Xiaohearts:Hahas,yea !^^ Nice horh :B

Cee :Hi my love too ! ^^

Mavis:He anyhow do one ! ><

Jescinda : *pukes*! HAHA .

Wenee:Yo !

XSP:Thanks ,linked too

Blizzard:Idk .

Jescinda:Who say ! I dont love you ! Kidding !

Hanyi:Hahs,ya lo !

Adonica:Thanks,sure ,girlchoo@hotmail.com

Syuhada:Thanks ,im not pretty .

Bernice:Thanks !

Zhining: ^^

Vanessa:Hahas,okays , will give you a tag soon !

Xiaovic:^^

Mavis:Hahas,welcome !

Xiaovic:Haha,okay!

1000000:You're?

Jolynchoo:Thanks!

thisismyname: You're ?

Xiaoass:^^

BabyEn: i was with friends what ,so didnt really talk t you ,later they say i pangseh them :X

Xiaovic:Whyyy? :o

Khloe:Miss you too ! Ya lo , you better talk t me in msn soonz !

Mavis:Ya lo ! hehs .

XSP:Hahas.

Xiaoass:Sister!

Khloe:Khloe !^^

PriscillaP:I didnt say cannot . I dont know ?

Stella:Hehs,okays.

AngelCCL:Hahas,okays.

Laraine:Thanks babybutt !

Jescinda:Lol,okays.

Erin:Im fine ,you ?

Weiting:Hahas,okay .

Mavis: I forgot :o ,Ps!:x

Sherilyn:Welcome !

Erin:Mummy !

Shernice:Thanks !

SarahKhoo:Lols,saw it alr, and you want show me this because ...?

Xiaokiss:Hahas,okays,thanks!

Chrystal:TXS closed down alr.

JolynL:TianMimi ! (L)

Yihui:Haha,thanks.

Ahtinggg:Thanks !

Mavis:cause i smart !

Syuhada:Thanks .

Vanessa:Hais,alot thingz happens ): Sure,tell you in msn yea ?

Wenee:Haha,okay! Thanks !

Laina:Welcome !

Yuxuan: Candyheart ! Miss you too !

♥; nuruLovee:Lol,thanks.

Adoncia: Yo,thanks!

§ JoN §:Yoszxc brother,thanks!

Xiaoens:Thanks !

Vanessa:SingingPartner ! Love you ttm too !

Xiaokiss: I love you cheryl

Hanyi:Yea :(

Khloe: love you too Khloelxh !

Sherilyn:Sure,linked!

SiaoTan:Thanks honeystar !

Bernice:Thanks.

Khloe:Exactly lor,Love you too

Xiaokiss:Love you too

Laina:Sure,linked.

Lalala~ k,bye . Im using sister's comp and is damn hard to use .

Oh ,anw , Happy 11month w Yueting'Gan secretaffair !! ^^

2010-02-16T00:06:00.000-08:00

i love you . i love you. i love you. i love you . i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you
i love you. i love you.i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you.
i love you .i love you. i love you . i love you. i love you .i love you. i love you . i love you. i love you
i love you.i love you.i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you.
i love you. i love you. i love you .i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you . i love you
I typed all of this,not copy&paste,serious .
Will reply tags at night , bye .
My mother want me transfer school ,should i ? ._.
Thanks Charmaine for helping me just now ! <3>
[/Edited]
Sorry, now seriously sad, and cant do any replying tags or whatsoever.
Just when i thought i can cheerup after many weeks ,
i felled right down to the ground and being more sad & depressed than ever .
-'- life upside down . I seriously hate myself,my life and everything about me .
I want die . And yes, you will be th most happiest right ?
Oh right, you wont even bother,cause you have already forgetten everything about us .
Tears gonna drop out any moment, off to cut.Bye.

2010-02-13T10:21:00.000-08:00

I dont know what to do , or what to think .

On the 13th Feb,went down to yishun there,got my hair cut. ok it turned...out like rotten shit. i shall never cut my hair at yishun there anymore.. Maybe buying extensions ,excited man.

Loooook at how short my hair is ~

Slacked around with Hanyi Luvszxc and co till 7plus before heading to find Eric & co.
I swear they still are like 3 year old kid man.. oh well , played the v common game truth and dare and hahaha,Minghui got forced to smell everyone's feet.Im forced to... nvm it is too embarrassing .

Some gay hug or something ?????

After that ,at Minghui's parents' room , we got a bit too childish ? Derek & Jingkiat went on to off the light , close the window & door , holding one candle infront of the mirror & saying bloodymary . Childish arent we ? & i got really too scared ..

How dazzling the sky looks like, aint it so ? (:

After which ,me ,Hanyi, Minghui,Derek,Jingkiat,Eric,Jesslyn,Chilin all go squeeeeeezed on a queen sized bed, and almost end up falling down down down .
Waited till 12am , where we all sent happy valentine's day msg to our loved ones :-)
Slacked awhile more with them.. but headed home after , cause my tiny eyes were a bit too tired.

On the 14th Feb ,went down to Yishun there again ,eat till full , like one piggyyy
Then after somewhile,went t Jk's house , their aircon so nice &shiok lorh .Haha.
Then house-visiting , hah . All give $ 4 only , so selfish . D:
After that ,went Mh's house, played mahjong& blackjack .
15th Feb ,
woke up ,used comp ,went t Minghui's house in th afternoon w Sister and fam .
Blackjack,Audi-ed,Lunch there .
Got one p6 boy there, play black jack ,until so eeyer lo . Purposely bet so much money to make me so .... ,cause i bet so little money lo ,ten times lesser than him , hah But in th end ,he lose . -.-
Food's yummy , so many fish !
After that , Derek,Jingkiat,Eric,Jesslyn,Chilin and co came.
Went my house, played comp, mahjong w them , eat kfc for dinner !
And after that ,went down block slack awhile w Eric,Sister,Derek,jingkiat,chilin,minghui.
And off to Marina barrage w them , and all relatives and so .
And then homed .

Made some new year resolutions ! :D

To not to have attitude problems ! {!!!!!!}
To study hard for exams & come out top ! {!!!!}
To be filial to parents & God !{!!!!!!}
Not to be lazy anymore{!!!!}
To lessen my fat ,haha.{!!}
Dont spend too much money !{!!!}
If i have a boyfriend,must meethim everyday ,cannot lazy ! And not being angry w him often ! But i dont plan to get another boyfriend already,cause i dont believe in forever love anymore , {!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!}
Audition level up to level 30 by March ! {!}

K la, i think my post is long enough to be as tall as a giraffe already , x}
hehe,dedications&videos&posts will on be the next post k , byebye.

Playing psp, im know imlame,still playing PSP until now ,HAHAHA .

All act cute one , :X

How old already ,still play swing ! :X

LOOK LIKE MICHAEL JACKSON LO ,HAHA .

2010-02-12T08:11:00.001-08:00

Boy: Baby, we need to talk.
Girl: Ricardo, what do u mean?
Boy: Something has come up...
Girl: What? What's wrong? Is it bad?
Boy: I don't want to hurt you, baby.
Girl: *Thinks* Oh my God, I hope he doesnt break up with me... I love him so much.
Boy: Baby, are you there??
Girl: Yeah, I'm here. What is so important??
Boy: I'm not sure if I should say it..
Girl: Well, you already brought it up, so please just tell me.
Boy: I'm leaving...
Girl: Baby, what are u talking about?? I don't want you to leave me, I love you.
Boy: Not like that, I mean I'm moving far away.
Girl: Why? All of your famliy lives over here.
Boy: Well, my father is sending me away to a boarding school far away.
Girl: I can't believe this.
[FATHER: (Picks up the other phone, interrupts & yells furiously
ERICA!, what did I tell you about talking to boys?!!!... Get off the
damn phone!! (And hangs up).]

Boy: Wow, your father sounds really mad.
Girl: You know how he gets, but anyways, I dont want you to go.
Boy: Would you run away with me?
Girl: Baby, you know I would, I would do anything for you, but I
can't... You don't know what would happen if I did. My dad would kill me!
Boy: *Sad* It's okay.. I understand, I guess..
Girl: *Thinking*I can't believe what's going on.
Boy: I need to give you something tonite, because I am leaving on
flight 1-80 in the morning, so I need to see you now.
Girl: Okay, I will sneak out & meet you at the park.
Boy: Okay, I'll meet you there in 20 minutes.
[They meet at a nearby park, they both hug eachother. And he gives
her a note.]
Boy: Here you go, this is for you. I gotta go.
Girl: *Tear* (Begins to cry.)
Boy: Baby, dont cry, you know I love you... But I have to go.
Girl: Okay (Begins to walk away.)
[They both go back home. And Erica begins to read the letter he gave her]
It says...
"Erica,

You probably already know that I'm leaving, I knew this would be better if I wrote a letter explaining the truth about how much I care about you. The truth is, is that I never loved you, I hated you so much, you are my bitch and dont you ever forget that. I never cared about you, and never wanted to talk to you, and be around you. You really have no clue how much I hate you. Now that I'm leaving I thought you should know that I hate you, bitch. You never did the right thing, and you were never there. I didnt think I could hate someone as much as I hate you. And I never want to see you, for the rest of my life, I will never miss kissing you like before, I never want to cuddle up, how we used to. I will not miss you and that's a promise. You never had my love, and I want you to remember that. Bitch, you keep this letter because this may be the last thing you have from me. Fuck, I hate you so much. I will not talk to you soon bitch... Goodbye.
- Ricardo"

[ Erica begins to cry, she throws the paper in tha garbage & crys for hours ]
... A day passes, she is sad, depressed and she feels so lonely... Then she gets a phone call....
Friend: How are you feeling?
Girl: I just cant believe this happened.. I thought he loved me.
Friend: Oh, about that. Ricardo left me a message. A few days ago. He told me to tell you to look in your jacket pocket or something...
Girl: Umm.. okay.
[She finds a piece of paper in the jacket,
It says:
"Baby I hope you find this before you read my letter. I knew your dad might read it, so I switched a few words...
Hate = Love
Never = Always
Bitch = Baby
Will not= will
.... I hope you didn't take that seriously because I love you with all my heart, and it was so hard to let you go thats why I wanted you to run away with me... -Ricardo"]
Girl: Oh my God! It's a letter.. Ricardo does love me!!, he must of slipped it into my pocket when he hugged me. I can't believe how stupid I am!!
Friend: lol Okay but I g2g... Call me later.
Girl: *happy*okay, bye, I'll be at home waiting for my baby to call me!
... Erica turns the T.V. on......

[Breaking news] "An airplane has crashed. Over 47 young boys died, we are still searching for survivors... This is a tragedy we will never forget, this plane was flight 1-80... it was on its way to an all boys boarding school..." the Reporter says.
[ She turns off the t.v. ... 3 days later, she kills herself, because of the fact that Ricardo was dead & she had nothing to live for... ]

... A day after that the phone rings. Nobody answers. It was Ricardo, he called to leave a message. "Its Ricardo, I guess you're not home so, I called to let you know that I'm alive, I missed my flight because I had to see you one last time. So, I hope your not worried. I am staying for good."

2010-02-12T02:50:00.000-08:00

Hehe,so school today .Not that nice. LOL.
During Physics Common Test, i copied from Kenneth & Tejoo copied from Ruben .
I think teacher knows me&tejoo cheating lo ,keep looking @ us . ):
Then during chinese, got back my chinese common test , i failed .X.x
Got 19/40 , one mark only,also cannot give. Ass.
Kendrick`Daddy more worse, he got 1/40 , ha-ha-ha . Only got one mark .
Next time, i must try to get 0 , hehe ^^
Then chinese teacher ask we all be quiet,cause we noisy .Then th indians was talking .
Then mr yuan,th chinese teacher ,ask them be quiet.
Then ,ruben hor, go say "RACIST FUCKERS' to me &Jona .
I laughed & Teacher told me to get out the class. -.-
Jordan,Kendrick,Jarrod,Wilgene,Ruben also got kicked out of the class, im th only girl lorh ,wtfszxc.
Then teacher give us detention for 15 during recess, wth , recess today only 30min ,then give us detention for 15mins,then i how eat siah X.x
Hais, so sit down @the parade square w th ones who also got "detention " . Then damn suay ,the discipline mistress,Mdm siti came . Wtf .Then i vice-chairman & Kendrick was the chairman ,we both got "detention" ,me&Kendrick sure cant be vice-chairman & chairman le . Whatever, i also dont want be , only rip me of my freedom . Bought my food,then the Jiahao damn good ,go pour all the chili on my plate, i eat until my lips damn red.
During Geography , i told teacher i didnt bring my homework & teacher let me off !<: And i told the teacher i love her , and Jordan call me horny . >:
During English ,Miss fong was scolding us all th way cause of ytd's maths lesson .
Got one sentence she said ,tht make me go hehehe ,which was" I know you all got crushes all these,you like her ,i like you ,but keep it out of class , we teachers dont want hear your shitty love affairs . " Idk why ,but it just makes me go hehehe and hahaha .
Assembly,got concert ,damn fast finish,th concert . LOL.
Got free oranges,yay . Jiahao & Kaijun give me theirs, hehe ^^
Bused to Loyang Pri w Jiali & Eunice. Got my yearbook , then talked to friends.
Cant believe Julius is attached alr ,its so omg lorh . HAHA .
Then some idiots askme go find them , so walked all th way there, and then walked all the way back to 400 plus there, find Jiali,Christy,Huisee,Joshua,Jinhao,Bumi,Peiyi and my ex-ex-ex stead. LOL.Slacked @ there & played truth & dare w them . Stupid ex-ex-ex stead,Alloy keep purposely make me do idiot things lorh :P
Wanted to eat cup noodles,but no money ,alloy sponsored me money ^^ .
Th boys&Huisee went home , went to eat cup noodles w Jiali&Christy .
Lol ,then Yvonne,Syuhada,Haziq,Alex,Junliang and some others came !:)
Chatted w them , Alex keep disiao me . ):
Then , suddenly Christy & Jiali quarrel, but they patched in just a few mins all thanks to me !! ;D
Slacked for awhile,thn walked to take the bus home ,suddenly miss him a lot , ):
On the bus , i sat at the center, SHY . lol ,then while standing up ,i fell down , Damn paiseh .
And my ezlink left 0.99 cent . who can help me top up ????): i bankrupt alr....

Stupid girl ,want to step on me, th princess ! :<

Heard the recordings betweeen you and me again .
I dk what to do ):
See the messages you sent to me in the past
,i guess the "i will forever be by your side" was fake ? :(

2010-02-11T02:57:00.000-08:00

A girl and guy were speeding over 100 mph on the road on a motorcycle…

Girl: Slow down. I am scared.
Guy: No this is fun.
Girl: No its not. Please, its too scary!
Guy: Then tell me you love me.
Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down!
Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.
-:- Girl hugs him -:-
Guy: Can you take my helmet off & put it on yourself? Its bugging me.

(In the paper the next day): A motorcycle had crashed into a building because of brake failure. Two people were on it, but only one survived.

The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his brakes broke, but he didn’t want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him & felt her hug one last time, then had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die.

No one really knows what tomorrow holds in store for you, you might not live to see the next day and sometimes you have to tell someone something but run out of time to do so. So take five minutes out of your time to tell someone you love them because you really never know if this is the last day of your life.

Today's school was not that nice. Mr Teng so gonna get suspended , :O
And , after that, slacked at WsLibary w Jieralyn,Suyu,Nigel. We got kicked out of the library X.x ,cause we were laughing like siao cause of some *farts* sound that somebody was making , (NOT ME HORH ! )&after that , J&S went back school ,and went w M,M,M,N .
Below of this, is when i nursery , keep watching one ,super cute k ! :D
MY TELETUBBIES:D
Aw, can faint,so omg cute lorh !!^^

2010-02-10T02:53:00.000-08:00

FUCK LOVE UPSIDE DOWN.

wen xuan want me post,so now posting lo xD
so went t school today , so-so lah .
during ccm , we got new teacher,she damn nice xD,
give us break , me&peiru went around all the Ccm's classrooms and look at 1/3 people .
hehehe , then after that , i accidentally cut my idiotic hand . blood oozed out, yay:B
Then th macdonald helper, and the coral sec 's senior lend me handasplast , idk how spell :x
Then the peiru&gina damn bad, throw away my penknife . TT
I WANT CRY ALRDY LAH ):
then the damn Mr benjaminquek damn asshole,say if i dont go red cross one more time,i die .
so i have t go t red cross on tuesday & friday . -.-
hais. then th damn indiangirl in my class,Shalome damn extra . idiotic ass.
kthxbye.

2010-02-09T03:01:00.000-08:00

Thanks for all the sweet memories,{:
Last long w her okays. Take care &Bye

Today damn suay siah .
Today had geography &chinese common test !
confirm fail one , as i didnt study for it & i didnt even did it finish X.x
Recess,went counselling room,got this one big teddybear on the chair which is as big as me <:
H3h3x , & then after tht , step onto this damn big puddle of mud , and my whole shoe became so chocolatey and it stink . N bought me a pair of new slippers, <: ,threw away the old school shoes.
And after that ,slacked awhile and went home @7plus .

no one knows tht ,but i still love you .

2010-02-08T05:01:00.001-08:00

A few more hours,

Short update ,im busyy doing something freaking important .
School , failed chemistry .
& during maths common test,teacher saw me copying from Kenneth ):
Andafter tht ,had ict training & then went off t slack w you-know-who and then homed.
K ,bye.

2010-02-06T23:22:00.000-08:00

(IM SO LAME T GO AND FIND A LOVER IN THIS WEBSITE,HAHA)

Lols,so had tuition today .
Came late,caused Minghui,Jingkiat,Chilin t wait for me &H :/
Then after tht,came home straight away . Guai bo ?
Btw, happy birthday, BabyMoon`Strawberry ! <3

{EDITED}
Came back from Bugis.
Lol,shop for Cny clothes.
Saw Branda,Louis,Xiaochelle,Keisha,Chris,Yvonne & somemore i forgot:x
School's tomorrow& i havent pack my bag. :x
Kk. bye.

2010-02-06T06:07:00.000-08:00

(3 more days.......)
Back home .
2plus,went whitesands meet Wenee,Nigel,Jingheng.
Then trained down t Changi Airport.
During th way,damn fun . ^^
At there,play and .....STUDY . :B
Aroundddd 5plus,trained back t whitesands.
Wenee went off at Tamp ):
Then went Pasir ris townpark w Nigel&Jingheng .
Jingheng go break my penknife ! D: . I confirm go buy new one again . <:
Played at playground till 8plus, then both of them went off.
Waited for sister at WS for so long ! Library ask me scram off siak,cause they closing the libary X.X
Then bused home at 9plus .

2010-02-05T18:50:00.000-08:00

Currently its 10.52am . Short update , might not be updating later ,not sure X.x
Going tuition first ,then later going changi w Wenee,Nigel,Jingheng t study .
Im late for tuition alr which is 10.30 and its alr going t be 11am .
Bye.
Back .
Tuition cancelled suddenly :/ Waste $5.40 on cab fare -.-
So then just walk walk w H .
Now preparing t go out already . Bye .

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6 Feb 10, 13:22

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5 Feb 10, 21:08

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5 Feb 10, 20:51

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5 Feb 10, 20:41

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2010-02-05T04:06:00.001-08:00

School today . O.o ,nothing special about today .LOL.
After school, went t downtowneast JustAcia eat w Jona.
Tht Jona uh ,keep talktalk t me ,then we both went out of Justacia without paying.
Wtf, then th girl come chase us . Damn paiseh . Aw.
Then talking t somebody on the phone,she go off it :(
Then after that,Jona took bus go home,went Whitesands Library find Nigel .
Kanna chased out of our place many times in th library.
Thenthenthen,met Yishan , then after awhile,Yishan went home .
Then slack w Nigel till 7plus,then went home.

NIGEL NG OWE ME A LOT OF MONEY ! >:
&KEEP MAKING ME SO PAISEH .
HE SURE DIE DIE :-)

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5 Feb 10, 17:19

Yuxuan: CandyHeart !! MISSYOU LEA!
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5 Feb 10, 17:04

♥; nuruLovee: Hellos . Just passing by here . Anyways , nice blog jyeas ? Hah . (;
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5 Feb 10, 13:28

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5 Feb 10, 12:21

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4 Feb 10, 21:29

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3 Feb 10, 20:55

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3 Feb 10, 19:39

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3 Feb 10, 18:03

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3 Feb 10, 16:53

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2 Feb 10, 22:38

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2 Feb 10, 20:27

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2 Feb 10, 20:08

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2 Feb 10, 20:00

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2 Feb 10, 19:22

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Maybe going changiaiport tomorrow,oh yeah !

Sigh , idk what t say alr ):
All i can say is LAST LONG W HER ?
K,last long k ,
K, bye,

2010-02-03T23:28:00.000-08:00

last long with her.............................
Nigel gave me th penknife today ! :D
Geography , teacher give me back my work & the first thing i see on the paper was
"SEE ME! Copy from kenneth?! "
hais. sure die one. i didnt went t see her,haha.
Failed my two Geography thing again ,):
One is 5/20 & th other is 3/15 . failed so badly )':
gotta buck up................................................................
Recess,tried slashing myself . only a bit blood come out ):
After tht,was F&N .
Jingheng&Darren keep asking me silly things !
&Jordan,Jarrod,Anson keep hitting me !
English ,was fun . Do crossword puzzle,something like tht .
after school,went mac w wenxin,vanessa,dina and somemore people .
one of them took my penknife&brought it home !!! ):
went to popular buy new one,cause i cant live without a penknife anymore .
met Tingyew,Justin,Hazirah over there !! THEY CHANGED SO MUCH LO !
Then bused home .
i hope NigelNg dont see this post ! If not,he tomorrow sure take back th penknife !

Fyi, i no need any sympathy okays. -_-
i dont give a damn shit care about life anymore.

2010-02-03T06:15:00.000-08:00

From the very Begining, the girl's family objected strongly on her dating this guy. Saying that it has got to do with family background & that the girl will have to suffer for the rest of her life if she were to be with him.

Due to family's pressure, the couple quarrel very often. Though the girl love the guy deeply, but she always ask him: "How deep is your love for me?"

As the guy is not good with his words, this often cause the girl to be very upset. With that & the family's pressure, the girl often vent her anger on him. As for him, he only endure it in silence.

After a couple of years, the guy finally graduated & decided to further his studies in overseas. Before leaving, he proposed to the girl: "I'm not very good with words. But all I know is that I love you. If you allow me, I will take care of you for the rest of my life. As for your family, I'll try my best to talk them round. Will you marry me?"

The girl agreed, & with the guy's determination, the family finally gave in & agreed to let them get married. So before he leave, they got engaged.

The girl went out to the working society, whereas the guy was overseas, continuing his studies. They sent their love through emails & phone calls. Though it's hard, but both never thought of giving up.

One day, while the girl was on her way to work, she was knocked down by a car that lost control. When she woke up, she saw her parents beside her bed. She realised that she was badly injured. Seeing her mum crying, she wanted to comfort her. But she realized that all that could come out of her mouth was just a sigh. She has lost her voice......

The doctors says that the impact on her brain has caused her to lose her voice. Listening to her parents' comfort, but with nothing coming out from her, she broke down.

During the stay in hospital, besides silence cry,.....it's still just silence cry that companied her. Upon reaching home, everything seems to be the same. Except for the ringing tone of the phone. Which pierced into her heart everytime it rang. She does not wish to let the guy know. & not wanting to be a burden to him, she wrote a letter to him saying that she does not wish to wait any longer.

With that, she sent the ring back to him. In return, the guy sent millions & millions of reply, and countless of phonecalls,.. all the girl could do, besides crying, is still crying....

The parents decided to move away, hoping that she could eventually forget everything & be happy.

With a new environment, the girl learn sign language & started a new life. Telling herself everyday that she must forget the guy. One day, her friend came & told her that he's back. She asked her friend not to let him know what happened to her. Since then, there wasn't anymore news of him.

A year has passed & her friend came with an envelope, containing an invitation card for the guy's wedding. The girl was shattered. When she open the letter, she saw her name in it instead.

When she was about to ask her friend what's going on, she saw the guy standing in front of her. He used sign language telling her "I've spent a year's time to learn sign language. Just to let you know that I've not forgotten our promise. Let me have the chance to be your voice. I Love You. With that, he slipped the ring back into her finger. The girl finally smiled. And they both got married.

omg,its so freaking touching . Watched hai pai tian xin ep 13 just now .

freaking touching,cried . Idk how many times i cry today already la!!

Used a lot of bloody tissues !

Anw,thanks to those people who try cheer me up .

2010-02-02T01:13:00.000-08:00

When is this day gonna happen ?):

During chemistry, copied hw from kenneth again -_- Self-mutation during recess. During maths, Jordan & Darren damn !@#$%^&*, took my file and see all my contents-___- ,Darren,Nigel,Jingheng during chinesel, keep ask me go to them ,kp . Mac w Jona,Peiru,Yihui,Huiling,Nigel,Jingheng,Chloe,and others. Everyone except me,Nigel,Jingheng went back to cca. Ponned cca. Went down prcs w nigel & jingheng find Jingheng's stead Shermine.Slacked @200 plus there.Shermine left, bused w nigel & jingheng down to ws. jingheng left, bused down w nigel to 700plus, slacked till 4 plus. Ok bye. &&Jordan is a bastard ,say he will steal my wallet, and see my letters :$ Lol. & something v v important, Teju&Jona draw me during english ,didnt know im look so unique,must get drawn h3h3x shy :$

2010-01-31T22:56:00.000-08:00

I hope...............

School today ,
Maths,We made Miss fong cry !); Oops.
Recess,Jordan stole my wallet&make me run after him like siao,cause in my wallet got private secrets.Then went w somegirl&boys t say sorry t Miss fong . After tht,everyone kept trying t steal my wallet D:
Physics, played w Ruben & others, ! Detention after school for 10 min , LOL.
After physics,while waiting for Music teacher come, Zykral and Saticsh fight &ended up ,both of them cried :x ,& Gina vomitted , make me think of when im in kindergarten , vomitted 3 times a day ,hehe.
Music teacher damn what leh , look down on us ,say we behave like normal tech ,very grrr.
Geography , brought all my files&books,but wanted t stand outside th class,so pretended didnt bring . So stood outside th class w Jona and Suyu . and then MDM SITI,th dm happen t passby ! ): walau....she scold me sial ! ); what " You the vice-chairman, must set a good example you know, " and blablabla. i also dont want be vice-chairman in the first place lo!! Is missfong& dk who choose one ! ): Then after detention ,went t eat.
Im beginning t hate Kendrick *angry* !!
After tht,went minimart w Chloe&Yishan ,chloe went off ,and me&yishan jay-walked :x
Met Kenneth&Suyu ,planned t go tamp stadium with them ,but suddenly dont feel like going ,so just bused home . Met HornyBoy! along th way !(:
Off t watch haipaitianxin !

You know,i can never forget you.
Not even when im watching Hai pai tian xin ):

<- The paper which everyone tried t take from me ! [/edited] Tags Replied.

Adoncia: laugh! anyway mind adding at msn also ??
Reply:Lol, you add me bah ,girlchoo@hotmail.com

1 Feb 10, 19:45

♥SHERNICE!: taggggggggg ! (L)
Reply:Thanks.

1 Feb 10, 18:18

}&, Adeline!: Uh, hellloooos (:
Reply :Hello.

1 Feb 10, 16:24

ccc: i thought you like Kendrick ? :O
Reply: Nope,i dont like him ,the person i like is XOY .

31 Jan 10, 21:23

CHERXCZFATTY \m/: thanks
Reply:Welcome,anw, you're ? :x

31 Jan 10, 19:23

Priscilla says: also not saying you why you suddenly think it's you when me & you have nothing happened between each other? O.O
Reply:Feeling .

31 Jan 10, 18:58

[ ;: you noe your num 2 column,the iloveyou♥ . i think you should change to "Click here' ,cause if ue put i loveyou.♥ , peeps would not know you want them click the iloveyou .
Reply: O.o, how you found out got words come out when you press iloveyou♥ ? Hehs,okays

31 Jan 10, 18:12

('.') Jacinda!: Oh hi
Reply: Hi .

31 Jan 10, 16:42

YUXUAN: Cb la. That "Yuxuann " not me lor. Dog la . Want to spam , use REAL name la . Use people name for what **** sia . Asshole -.-
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31 Jan 10, 16:07

J'ney`♥: link mi as jiney... ;D thanks
Reply:K .

31 Jan 10, 15:36

pb: im just advising her . -.-
Reply:Chill.

31 Jan 10, 15:19

Sarah: HI !!!!!!!!!!!!!

31 Jan 10, 13:06

Yuxuann: F*CK YOU
Reply:Lols.

31 Jan 10, 13:05

Yuxuann: ****YOU
Reply:Lame

31 Jan 10, 11:21

♥,HAZEL: Sist ! <: relink me ! Thanks you very muches! Reply: Kays.

31 Jan 10, 10:45

Adoncia: btw I link you already (: but i still dont know who are you , cant remember leh .. ps
arh !
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31 Jan 10, 10:00

Adoncia: ya forget . paiseh ! hahas (: mind telling me how are yoy again ? hahas ! sorry arh
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31 Jan 10, 02:42

Xiaochiyo, ♥: @pb, She's not stupid. She has the rights to continue loving somebody. What has it got to do with you anyway? -.-
Reply:Chill,dearest .

31 Jan 10, 02:41

Xiaochiyo, ♥: Hello Dearest, (: Okiex! Haha, ohhh, I see xD
Reply:Hehs,hello!

31 Jan 10, 02:20

C. Hanyi ,: she like someone , you also lanlan .

Reply:Chill~

31 Jan 10, 02:19

C. Hanyi ,: pb eh kpo kia , she like someone got fault ? you got be in love before not ? confirm not right , thats why you dont know how it feels . CB LAH . knn , fcuk off .
Reply:Chill! ~

31 Jan 10, 00:05

Shermaine: & leave you big fat name behind . tyvm .
Reply:Chill !

31 Jan 10, 00:05

Shermaine: Hey Pb , Aiyohh , it's her problem t continue liking someone right ? -.- As long as she don't disgustingly stalk anybody or whatever right ? LOL . Loser siah you Aiyohh . Just leave her alone .
Reply:Chill !

31 Jan 10, 00:03

Shermaine: Welcome .
Reply : *hugs*

30 Jan 10, 22:45

' SIAOTAN: Honeystar :> Cheer up alright. TIme will heal everything k.
Reply:Honeystar ! Thanks.

30 Jan 10, 22:33

pb: you are so stupid . his feelings had faeded . why not try to lose feelings for him ? i know who is the person ue love. im x's friend .
Reply:Im trying very hard already...but i just cant ): Ohs,can help me tell him t get well soon ? Pls?

30 Jan 10, 22:32

pb: you love him ttm , it dosnt mean he love you .
Reply:Sigh ,i guess so.

Sorry Jeremiah ): i still love X. ): find another girl thts way better than me k. (:

2010-01-30T23:20:00.000-08:00

Iloveyou.Iloveyou.Iloveyou.Iloveyou.Iloveyou.Iloveyou.
Iloveyou.Iloveyou.Iloveyou.Iloveyou.Iloveyou.Iloveyou.
Iloveyou.Iloveyou.Iloveyou.Iloveyou.Iloveyou.Iloveyou.
Iloveyou.Iloveyou.Iloveyou.Iloveyou.Iloveyou.Iloveyou.
Iloveyou.Iloveyou.Iloveyou.Iloveyou.Iloveyou.Iloveyou.
Iloveyou.Iloveyou.Iloveyou.Iloveyou.Iloveyou.Iloveyou.
Iloveyou.Iloveyou.Iloveyou.Iloveyou.Iloveyou.Iloveyou.
Iloveyou.Iloveyou.Iloveyou.Iloveyou.Iloveyou.Iloveyou.
I wrote all these,didnt copy&paste.

damn stressed.
dk how long can i carry on alr...
feel like breaking down soon...
hais..): i really wish we can patch before our firstmonth&valentinesday come..

2010-01-29T22:57:00.000-08:00

Give me a chance,please . )':

Sigh,tuition today .Totally didnt have th mood t do anything.
Copied my maths homework and so . Then , ended tuition ,thn went home .
Damn stressed now. Ever since he gone,my stress goes higher&higher.
Stressed over studies,schoolhw,tuitionhw,money,whatcca to choose,looks,friendship &alot more ):
Stressed most about relantionships . Feel so damn sad )": Sigh . i really really will change,i promise......

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30 Jan 10, 15:09
pb: stupid lehxx ue. he dont like you then you might as well give up . stupid leixx you .
Reply : I dont want give up . I love him ttm . Yeah,maybe im stupid. :/ But my feelings for him will never fade.

30 Jan 10, 13:19

♥SHERNICE!: tagggggg Crazysteadddddd (L)
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30 Jan 10, 10:42

Ainako says!: Cheerup,meet up soon, )-:
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30 Jan 10, 09:24

Xiaoheartsz.: Huh . I where got bad !!
Reply: Got.

29 Jan 10, 22:00

Wenee ,: CHEERS , HEEHEE ^^
Reply: Cheers for what ? :o

29 Jan 10, 16:00

Tirui.: Hello Jolyn!
Reply:Hello Tirui !

29 Jan 10, 14:53

sTella:D: i know th name le,dun be sad....:D
Reply: Sigh . ):

29 Jan 10, 14:52

sTella:D: ok,included my blog-site le,cheer ups:)!
Reply: K ,try .

28 Jan 10, 20:20

Rongrong: Hi [: passesby and tagged.
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28 Jan 10, 19:30

Shermaine: Cheer up ! Jy for studies !
Reply: Try, thanks.

28 Jan 10, 19:07

Priscilla says: ILOVEYOU BABYDOMOLOVERRR! (L) HAHAHAHA. MEET SOON!
Reply: Luv you too . K.

28 Jan 10, 17:15

sTella:D: and i look ulgy in the pictures......:( , can't get in badminton too........sobbsX(
Reply: No luhs, i also cant get in what i want ):

28 Jan 10, 17:14

sTella:D: give you my link nxt time,my blog needs a 'makeover'.
Reply: K.

27 Jan 10, 20:31

Hanyi \m/ .: cheerup . cb lah , fail test . **** you . go and study lah . i 8/60 , u 6/ 20 . lousy . heh , actually i lousier :X lol . idc , next test must pass uh , ifnot smack your ass .
Reply: Haha .

27 Jan 10, 18:55

STPY.: Hello gossipromance!
Reply:Hello !

27 Jan 10, 16:12

&&;;SHOES: lol , kaykay . erhhh ... whn wan meet liao ?
Reply:Idk X.x

26 Jan 10, 21:08

Priscilla says: DOMOLOVER! Talk to me in msn, ive got smth to ask you! <: Reply: K.

25 Jan 10, 23:58

Xiaoshi: Xinganaiai ! Relink me
Reply: Asap.

25 Jan 10, 22:54

Shermaine: LOL WHY FINALLY ?

Reply: ?

Ps: Sorry , if i replied tags like no mood . But i really no mood

edited.
Its 10 plus now and he is still not home ):
Misshim&worry him ):
Sigh, dk what t do.
Just started watching hai pai tian xin ,and im still on ep4 ):
im so slow.
.
"Damn jealous sial X.x"

Give me a chance,please.
I promised i will treasure you well .
&, i wont hide my phone from you anymore.You want see,thn see lo.

Hais, damn shag now.

2010-01-28T07:22:00.000-08:00

Its currently 11.24pm, im still not asleep :x
Cried just now, sigh . ): I really miss you . I wont forget you .
Not now,not forever . Trust me.
Tomorrow,not blogging .
Im going t find________ . I want ______ to know somethingz.
Kk .bye.

&,every night,i cry in bed ,
thinking about you.

I love God !
I thank God for letting me know you (:
You brighten up my life w your love.
:-*

Didnt manage to talk t him,as he didnt want t meet .
Sigh . Though his feelings had faded,i will still be waiting for him,no matter what .
Regretted , why didnt i treasure it at th first place?!?!?!
Sigh , hope time could reverse. I would change all thingz and be a goodnice___.

2010-01-28T01:15:00.000-08:00

During school today ,sibei sian ,except for homeecons. Thn , slacked at Ws w Stella,Huiling,Kendrick,Jasper. Went playground w stella and Sihui after that. Homed,thn realised i dropped my loveletter(SHY :$) . Searched all over my block for it .-_- .

To you ,

iMISSyou,iseriouslyydo );I missed th times when you spammed me msgs&calls .Where was tht ? Now when you msg, it only 3 letters . Huh ? Idk ? Only tht .And after tht,never reply at all .Saw you coming out of th toilet, means you have seen th msg but didnt want t reply .

After i finally realised , you didnt want t msg. My tears just keep dropping .)': Even now,while im writing this post,im crying..........
Come back t me,i seriously miss you............ and i love you too. Has your feelings fade ????????? i hope it hadnt .im trying t win you back .
But i guess i already losee......looks like th 25th Jan 2010 ,0739pm msg was fake ...
"Baby ,we've been together for 15 days and i want us to last as long as forever.I want us both tell the truth t each other always. No need scared whether i sad or angry if i hear it .Baby ,i love eu . Dont think too much of the bad stuffs. If i have been a bad boyfriend,just tell me what i can changeto make the relantionship bettter . The problem cant be solve by just breaking up. i already sayi dont want us to spilt. 3 words,iloveyou ."
So damn touched when i see this , seriosuly. iloveyou .In school or home or anywhere, my mind will think continously of you .
Imissyourwarmhugs . I want you back . At night , when going t sleep . I will look@your pic , and then cry. and hear sad songs.
Every since monday, i been having nightmares. Of you and other girls being bf/gf. Im very scared , im scared i lose you ):
I will learn t treasure you and not lose you once again .Sorry .

2010-01-26T04:30:00.000-08:00

I dont believe in "forever" anymore.
Yesterday .
School today , class was fun&so.
No mood t post anything now .
After school,stayed at school w Kenneth,Yishan,Stella,Peiru,Satiesh,Aziri,and co.
Today.
Woke up by mum in th morning.
She told me tht Daddy told her yesterday tht i cried .
She kept asking for reason , dk what t tell her .
Cried ytd night ,thank Sister for being there for me .Sigh,whats over is over .No point le
Didnt want t go to school,asked mum whether can pon school,but she say cant.
So no choice,but t get ready for school.
School , failed Geography&English test . 18/40 & 6/20 ):
During chemistry lesson , eat chewing gum . Chloe,Tejoo,Jona,Yishan,Darren,Nigel,Kenneth,Jinhao also want eat ,so gave them some.
Not less thn ten minutes, Jona,Yishan,Darren,Nigel was caught !
wlao . thn Mdm goh say what will tell missfong about this ! thn when Mdmgoh went out of th class for a moment,every one who has chewing gum quickly spit it out .
Thn after school, had Conversationalmalay .
Class w 1/6 's , thn halfway, i alr got disiao-ed by 1/6 people alr, first day & i got disiao-ed alr ! ):
After tht,Me,Yishan,Kenneth,Anson was supposed t wait for Nigel for his floorball training t end at 6pm,but thn , we couldnt find him .
So went find Kendrick&Jarrod, halfway , jarrod &anson went off.
Went Mac w Kendrick,Yishan,Kenneth .
Kendrick damn disgusting ,put th salt,tomato ketchup ,chili sauce into th coke ! !!
Keep forcing Kenneth&Kendrick ,go th brashop ! Hahah .
Thn at library , i keep purposley scream loudly say "KENDRICK &KENNETH ,I SAW YOUR DICK JUST NOW " & "KENNETH&KENDRICK , PLEASE DO YOUR HOMEWORK LEH "
ha-ha-ha ,they so paiseh , they pretended not t know us ! ):
But their acting damn fake ! Slacked all th way .
Reached home@7plus.
Th day before yesterday .

Yesterday

Today

<-Anson ask Wilgene draw a picture of me ,and it sucks !):

Not mine anymore. Sigh.

2010-01-25T05:59:00.000-08:00

I wish time would stop at this very second .

So,had school today .
F&N was *yawn* ,after tht,was maths.
Maths test , i confirm 100% fail one .
English test,attempted to copy from Riduwan , but only copied one answer,tsk . Sure fail one also.
After tht,stayed back cause of Physics&Chinese.
We had a "detention" till 2.30 , -.-
Then after tht,planned t go t whitesands w Dina,Dina's boyfri ,Suyu and two other guys .
Went there,buy ice-cream,twister fries. Then the threeguys went t tamp there slack.
Went back school w Dina&Suyu . Stayed there till 6 plus, thn went home. (:
Pictures,tomorrow then upload,freaking tired,alr 10.08pm liao .

Anyway ,to those who have my phonenumber,please do not msg/call me anymore . (:
I cant reply or answer it,sorry . D:
Anything,call my housephone. K,thx. Bye .

2010-01-24T03:28:00.000-08:00

-'- the world , oh yeah !\m/

i love him .

2010-01-23T02:55:00.000-08:00

'Happy on the outside,sad on the inside'

Feeling damn shag now ?:/
Removed my tagboard,might be putting back soon .
Went tuition&stuff today. Manymany homework not done ,):
Need do schoolhomework now! Art,F&N,English,Chinese,Maths,Chemistry,Physics .
K la,short post,off to do my homework.

{Edited}
Im back, & guess what ? i havent even finish one homework yet . Sighs.
Scared i retain :/

2010-01-22T23:27:00.001-08:00

i lost parts of my skin , will make it later .
yesterday night was a omg night .
someone who have nothing better to do go post me&some other people on Forum
Now,we on forum alr ! zzz.
k la,short post,off t redo my skin now, bye
might be changing url,cause i really dk why ,i dk my url :/